Becoming Self-ish Saves More Lives

Every flight attendant gives the same instruction, and almost every generous person breaks it: put your own mask on first.

Picture the scene. You’re on a plane, cruising along, when something goes wrong and small yellow masks drop from the ceiling. You’ve been told what to do. Pull the mask toward you, put it over your own nose and mouth first, and then help the person next to you.

Every loving instinct in you resists that instruction. You want to help the child in the next seat or the stranger across the aisle. But the flight attendant is right. The reason is not that you matter more. An unconscious helper helps nobody.

There is a word many of us were taught to feel guilty about, and it deserves a second look.

Selfish takes the air. Self-ish keeps the air so you can hand it away.

Selfish takes from people. Self-ish stays alive so you can keep giving to them. That difference explains a lot about the way many builders, leaders, and generous people end up running on empty.

A Call That Sounded Familiar

Earlier this week, I spoke with a real estate agent. I’m married to a broker, so I know the life: the buzzing phone, the texting clients, the work that is never done. This agent loves people. You can feel it within thirty seconds. She takes people out to dinner, helps with rentals and property management, and does favors for everyone. It all circles back eventually, because her business runs on relationships.

I asked her the question I ask everyone: if I could solve one big headache for you financially, what would it be? She said she needed more cash to advertise. When I asked where she was advertising now, she said she wasn’t, because she was short on cash. She also told me that she tends to spend money on a lead before it ever gets into escrow, and that her kids keep telling her to stop taking everyone out to dinner.

I did not hear a problem. I heard myself. I heard every builder I know who has a big heart and a thin margin. The answer is not the one her kids are giving her, and it is not the one the cold, hard money world gives either.

The Two Ditches

There are two ditches on this road, and most of us live in one or the other.

The hoarder got burned, tightened up, and decided love is expensive. They stop giving and stop showing up. They protect the tank so tightly that nobody ever gets any air from them.

The pourer gives from empty. They keep pouring until there is nothing left, then resent the people they love for taking from a well they never refilled.

The enemy does not need to destroy your generosity. He just needs you to run it dry. A hoarder helps nobody, and a pourer eventually helps nobody either. Different ditch, same result.

The answer is not to stop loving people. The answer is a mask on you first, so you can love for decades instead of for a season.

The Well and the Watering Can

Proverbs 11:25 says, “The generous man will be prosperous, and he who waters will himself be watered.”

Picture a farmer walking the rows with a watering can, pouring water onto the crops. That is generosity, and Solomon says it comes back around. But a watering can requires a well. You cannot water anyone from an empty can, and a can does not fill itself. Solomon assumes the farmer is wise enough to go back and fill it.

So where is your well? When was the last time you went back to it? Not your calendar, your inbox, or your clients. Your well, the place where you get filled. If you cannot name it, that is not a sign that you are doing something noble. It is a sign that your can is nearly empty and you are still walking the rows.

A Season to Fill

Maybe the answer is not forever. Maybe it is a season.

Ecclesiastes 3:1 says, “There is an appointed time for everything.” There is a time to pour out and a time to be poured into. There is a season to give and a season to build the capacity so that when you give again, you give from overflow.

Jesus lived this way. In Luke 5, word about Him was spreading and crowds were gathering to hear Him and be healed. It was the busiest, most in-demand season of His ministry. And right in the middle of it, verse 16 says, “But Jesus Himself would often slip away to the wilderness and pray.”

Often. Not once. At the height of the crowds, Jesus kept leaving, not because He did not care, but because He knew where the supply came from. If the Son of God kept stepping away to refill, we are not being selfish when we do.

Jim Rohn put it this way: “Learn to work harder on yourself than you do on your job.” The job can only grow as big as the person doing it.

Not Right Now. Not Yet.

Here is the hard part. The people around you are used to receiving from you: the dinners, the favors, the nine o’clock text you always answer. When you shift into a season of filling up, some will be disappointed.

You do not have to say no. You can say, “Not right now,” or “Not yet.” A no ends the sentence. “Not right now” is a no with a future in it. It says, I care about you, I am not closing the door, and I am not available at this moment.

Here is a simple script you can borrow: “I’d love to help with that, and right now I’m in a season of focusing on a few things, so I can’t commit. Ask me again in a few months.” That is kind, clear, and nothing to feel guilty about. And if God makes it abundantly clear that this is someone you are supposed to pour into right now, then pour. Let it be a clear word, not a guilt trip.

Finding the Yes Inside the No

On that same call, I laid out a way we might work together. Partway through, she graciously told me that one part of what I described did not line up with her personal convictions, and she could not be part of it.

I could have pushed, gotten defensive, or decided the call was a waste of time. Instead I said, “This is new information for me, and I want to learn.” I asked questions, and she answered each one graciously. I walked away with more respect for her than when I began, because she was willing to turn down a dollar that went against what she believed, even when cash was short.

That kind of conviction has a long history. In Daniel 1:8, a young man far from home in a foreign empire “made up his mind that he would not defile himself.” Daniel did not storm out or pick a fight. He asked for permission. He was respectful and immovable, and God honored it.

When someone shows you a conviction, they are showing you who they are. After I listened, we found a whole set of ways to serve her people that sit completely within her convictions, and there was a yes. It had been sitting on the other side of the no.

A no is almost always information. It tells you the shape of the real door. The next time someone says no, ask one question before you move on: “Help me understand.” Then close your mouth and let them answer.

Don’t Be a Secret Agent

There is a third trap, and it sits right next to the other two. Some of us, in a season of filling up, hide. We say we are building, and quietly stop telling anyone what we do. We wait for the phone to ring, and it does not ring, because nobody knows.

You are not in the CIA. Somebody out there needs exactly what you have, and they cannot find you. In Matthew 5:15, Jesus says, “nor does anyone light a lamp and put it under a basket.” The whole point of a lamp is to be seen.

A season of filling up is not a season of hiding. You can be careful with your money and still be loud about your gift.

When I started in the financial world, I did something simple that most people never do. I went through the contacts in my phone and social media and reached out to everyone. I said I had just started building in the financial world, I was excited, and I would love to hop on a call to share what I was doing and what made me different. By the time we spoke, people said they had been waiting for someone like me. People are waiting for someone visible and reachable. They do not need a perfect marketer. They need a person who shows up.

Your assignment this week: Think of five people in your phone who have never heard what you are building. Send each a simple, honest hello that says what you are doing and why you are excited. Not a pitch. It costs a little courage, and it might change your quarter.

The Field Before the House

Back to the agent. She said she spends money on a lead before it ever gets into escrow. In other words, she was spending the harvest before it came in. I do not say that to shame her. I have done it, and I think every builder has.

Proverbs 24:27 gives the order: “Prepare your work outside and make it ready for yourself in the field; afterwards, then, build your house.”

In an ancient farming community, the field was where your income came from, and the house was where you lived. Field first, house second. If you build the house before the field is producing, you have a beautiful place to live and nothing to eat.

This connects back to the mask. The pourer runs empty not only because they give too much, but because they spend ahead of their harvest, so they are always behind and always short. Protecting the field means protecting what feeds you, so that when you give, you give from overflow and not from borrowed air.

Here is a rule to use this week. Before you spend money on a lead, a dinner, a favor, or an upgrade, ask: Has this been harvested, or am I spending the seed? If it has been harvested, enjoy it. If it is still in the field, wait. And fund the field first. Pay for the ads, tools, and visibility that grow your reach before you fund the extras.

Putting It Together

• Put your mask on first, not because you matter more, but because an empty helper helps nobody.
• Avoid both ditches. Do not hoard, and do not pour from empty.
• Go back to the well, and make room for a season of filling.
• Say “not right now, not yet” in a way that leaves the door open.
• When you hear a no, ask “Help me understand,” and look for the yes inside it.
• Do not hide the lamp. Tell five people what you are building.
• Put the field before the house.

That is not a smaller life. It is a longer one. It is how a person who loves people the way you do can still be loving them twenty years from now.

One question to carry with you: If your tank were checked right now, where would it read? Full, half, or running on fumes? And what is one thing you can do this week to go back to the well?

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